pour yourself a drink `` open

[reagan delcambre]

thismesswerein!

[/color] has just signed on.


thismesswerein![/color] what the hell? why is everyone asleep.
thismesswerein![/color] and where is my damn bottle of vodka.
thismesswerein![/color] shit, holiday probably threw it out. AGAIN.
thismesswerein![/color] she's paying me back.
thismesswerein![/color] oh fuck. insomnia is a bitch.
thismesswerein![/color] someone please save me from this sober hell. i asked nicely.[/font][/size][/center][/size]

[jenna weathers]

photof r a m e d./. has just signed on.

photof r a m e d./. : fellow insomniac?
photof r a m e d./. : how ironic.
photof r a m e d./. : your about to make that bitch a whore if you drink vodka... raw, that is...
photof r a m e d./. : dunno if I can save you, but I can accompany you to hell.

[reagan delcambre]

thismesswerein!

[/color] ironic? oh there's no irony in fellow insomniacs.
thismesswerein![/color] at least i don't think.
thismesswerein![/color] well. last time I checked, the bitch can handle it. can you?
thismesswerein![/color] you probably cant. at the rate i'm going, nothing can save me. not even the holy one himself.
thismesswerein![/color] thanks i appreciate it. any company is better than none. whether it be in hell or not.
thismesswerein![/color] actually i take that back. fuckING COMPLETELY.[/font][/size][/center][/size]

[jenna weathers]

photof r a m e d./.: there's irony if insomniacs are sober... or showing signs of delusion, as you seem to be...
photof r a m e d./.: I told you I couldn't save you in the first place... hmm?
photof r a m e d./.: not even God? fuck - that's a deep pile shit you're in...
photof r a m e d./.: hmmm - your quite the commodity, aren't you?
photof r a m e d./.: bat outta' hell, being pulled back in...
photof r a m e d./.: you look familiar - you must be one of the bandies in the competition...
photof r a m e d./.: goddamn, though - there are so many of you guys... can't keep you all straight...

[reagan delcambre]

thismesswerein!

[/color] it's all because i'm sober. that's what i blame my delusional state on. My damn sobriety.
thismesswerein![/color] you did, and you were right. as much as i hate admitting that.
thismesswerein![/color] right again. damn. hell will be home sweet home.
thismesswerein![/color] i can be.
thismesswerein![/color] reagan delcambre, across the spoiled sea. The band ring a bell?
thismesswerein![/color] if it doesn't, then fuck, we need to practice.
thismesswerein![/color] anyways, you don't look familiar to me at all. because one, i'd remember a face like that, and two, well i basically have the competition memorized. and as far as i know, you're not a part of my competition.
thismesswerein![/color] ouch. way to bruise a guy's ego, doll.
thismesswerein![/color] just like all the other guys out there? i don't fucking think so.[/font][/size][/center][/size]

[jenna weathers]

photof r a m e d./. : Ooh - so, with the poison of choice, you can seize the day, rather than with sobriety?
photof r a m e d./. : hmmm- you and I are in the same boat there - I have been fueled by the devil's little taste of hell ever since I came into this town...
photof r a m e d./. : hate what - admitting that I am right?
photof r a m e d./. : ... you like power, I take it?
photof r a m e d./. :across the spoiled sea... reagan delcambre...
photof r a m e d./. : Ah - yes, I believe I have heard of you, bat out of hell...
photof r a m e d./. : Aww ~ I wasn't aiming to break your beloved ego - I just meant that there are so many bands...
photof r a m e d./. : - so, from your choice of words, you must be a fucking god, right?
photof r a m e d./. : hmmm
photof r a m e d./. : ....maybe that's why hell's pulling you back in, Reagan... they're afraid to let you out... you might take over the world - making it the new hell - only more attractive.
photof r a m e d./. : && since you've introduced yourself, I guess it's only fair that I do the same
photof r a m e d./. : - no, I am not a bandie.
photof r a m e d./. : You can call me Jenna Jane, or Jenn for now.

[reagan delcambre]

thismesswerein!

[/color] it doesn't sound logical, but yes. seizing the day with my poison of choice. currently, some hardcore liquor for me. so it will all be logical and make sense once i down a couple of damn shots. if i can find my fucking bottle that is.
thismesswerein![/color] most people are. as much as they try to deny it, the devil's forbidden fruit is the sweetest of its kind. completely irresistible.
thismesswerein![/color] hell yeah. i hate admitting that most people are right. i'm right, they're wrong. character flaw i suppose.
thismesswerein![/color] who doesn't? it feels fucking good to be in control.
thismesswerein![/color] that's more like it.
thismesswerein![/color] well you did. ;[ you should do something in hopes of getting my forgiveness.
thismesswerein![/color] hey, i didn't say it. you did. if you want me to be a god, than so be it. i'm not complaining in the slightest.
thismesswerein![/color] that's the optimistic way of looking at things. king of the fucking underworld. it sounds good, yeah.
thismesswerein![/color] more attractive you say? oh by fucking far.
thismesswerein![/color] not a bandie? an onlooker perhaps?
thismesswerein![/color] Well, bandie or not, nice to meet you Jenna Jane. Shocking considering it's never nice to meet anyone.
thismesswerein![/color] but, it's nice to have some company in hell after all. [/font][/size][/center][/size]

[jenna weathers]

photof r a m e d./. : if that isn't 'speaking the gospel', I dunno what is!
photof r a m e d./. : yeah ~ it does make the days go by a bit easier - although, your day/night must be fucked since you can't find your salvation...
photof r a m e d./. : well, I won't count that against you, Reagan - I agree - power is a addicting thing.
photof r a m e d./. : I like having it, myself . . . yes, contol is a good thing to have . . .
photof r a m e d./. : it's like the ultimate orgasm for the powerhungry masses - sure to never disappoint.
photof r a m e d./. :
photof r a m e d./. : oh, am I in for it now?
photof r a m e d./. : hahaha - I am sorry, it was never one of my intentions, dear -
photof r a m e d./. : 'in hopes of getting my forgiveness'? . . . well . . .
photof r a m e d./. : I better make this good... what about... *thinks*
photof r a m e d./. : well, of course you can be the new King of Hades, and whatnot -
photof r a m e d./. : just make sure you credit me in your autobiography as an inspiration
photof r a m e d./. : an attractive hell . . . I cannot wait to see this be played out, King . . .
photof r a m e d./. : As it is nice to meet you, Reagan Delcambre - yes, that it is nice to have company.
photof r a m e d./. : *coughcoughyourrightcoughcough*
photof r a m e d./. : To tell the god-honest truth, your one of the first that I have initiated a conversation with that has actually kept me intrigued...
photof r a m e d./. : eh, you could call me an onlooker, but not by choice... it's my job, actually.
photof r a m e d./. : Oh ~ && as for thinking of something to receive your forgiveness, I am at a willingly-admitted loss.
photof r a m e d./. : What must I do, hm?

[reagan delcambre]

thismesswerein!

[/color] i know i know. i can fucking preach it! all i need are a couple of amens and i'll be the next hit tv preacher. ah, my goal in life besides becoming a rock legend.
thismesswerein![/color] basically yeah. unfortunately for me. unless.. i think i have some mary jane or a couple of cigs to hold me up for the night. who the fuck knows. i'll survive one way or another. sure i'll have lost track of fucking time, but what else is new.
thismesswerein![/color] thanks, i actually appreciate that. i think people are way too fucking afraid of power. so much that they deny enjoying it when they have. bullshitters, all of them. power is addicting. like a fucking drug. and let me tell, i know my fair share of drug addictions.
thismesswerein![/color] so not only are we insomniacs, but control freaks as well. interesting. damn right it is.
thismesswerein![/color] hahah, ultimate orgasm indeed. that's exactly what it is. fuck, i'm power hungry as hell. what can i say? it's something i just cant deny.
thismesswerein![/color] oh hell yeah you are in for it. sure sure. that's what they all say.
thismesswerein![/color] i like you already, ace. anyone who calls me king out of their own freewill well get any mention they rightfully deserve in my book. ;]
thismesswerein![/color] so don't fret. i'll be sure to mention you.
thismesswerein![/color] oh i can't wait either! i'm teeming with excitement.
thismesswerein![/color] oh darling, i'm always right.
thismesswerein![/color] really? well that's an honor. glad to know that i'm actually interesting. same goes for you. i haven't signed off yet. haha.
thismesswerein![/color] though that block buttons looks rather appealing.
thismesswerein![/color] kidding, of course.
thismesswerein![/color] your job, eh? and what sort of job is that? sounds fun. getting to watch the bands for a living. not quite as badass as being part of a band, but close enough.
thismesswerein![/color] you sure you want me to make that decision? :][/font][/size][/center][/size]

[jenna weathers]

photof r a m e d./. : ahah, but of course
photof r a m e d./. : hmmm - I could see you becoming one of those infamous tv preaches... gah, your words would be fed to the masses...
photof r a m e d./. : talk about your power rush, eh?
photof r a m e d./. : mary jane... hmm...
photof r a m e d./. : not as good as vodka, but it will suffice
photof r a m e d./. : yes - people are afraid of power - if they knew the extras that come along with it, they would refuse...
photof r a m e d./. : or, is it the extras that make people pussies when it comes to power?
photof r a m e d./. : - don't you hate those mindfuck kinds of questions?
photof r a m e d./. : your a vet when it comes to drugs?
photof r a m e d./. : well, I've had may fair share too, but for some reason, I never hook...
photof r a m e d./. : very interesting.
photof r a m e d./. : oh well - I'll take my punishment with stride... I'm a big girl. I can handle it, Reagan.
photof r a m e d./. : heh - I guess I can't convince you that I never meant to get to your ego...
photof r a m e d./. : Yes! I am doing well in God's book!
photof r a m e d./. : what perks do I get with that?
photof r a m e d./. : =] interesting is what I aim to be, I guess.
photof r a m e d./. : -.- you wouldn't dare push it, would you? -pout-
photof r a m e d./. : phew - you had me there, dear
photof r a m e d./. : I guess that was a minor punishment right there - to get me riled up?
photof r a m e d./. : no, not as badass - but watching and seeing the results of my labor is more badass than the bands themselves.
photof r a m e d./. : they are captured at their best in my work - I'm a prof. photog
photof r a m e d./. : && no - not a 'razzi hound.
photof r a m e d./. : I would never stoop as low as to hound people's privacy for a goddamn pic
photof r a m e d./. : I'm with the label - I only photograph what I'm asked or if I ask someone... I also have my own work I deal with, outside the festival
photof r a m e d./. : hmmm - should I?
photof r a m e d./. : maybe, I shouldn't, because that would be giving you more power...
photof r a m e d./. : yet, life is boring at the moment
photof r a m e d./. : && it needs some spicing... enlighten me, Reagan.