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Post by alex midnight on May 21, 2008 19:25:18 GMT -5
As Alex smiled, so did she. He was very quiet tonight, he was usually never this hyper. But it must have just been, because he was beginning to come down off his high. She leaned against the wall, beside him. As Alex asked her what she was doing here, she took a long hit from her cigarette, blowing the smoke out. "My parents threw me out so I came here, kind of following the Music Festival around. They weren't really fans of a few of my habits, if you know what I mean." she told him. But he really didn't know what kind of bad habits she was talking about, they couldnt be any worse than his. "No actually i dont... what kind of bad habits we talking about here?" he asked, taking another hit from his cigarette, blowing it out slowly. "Besides, I work here and in return for my hard labour, they turn a blind eye to my age. Besides, I can handle it. I know what I'm doing..." she said, taking another hit, and flicking off the ash, looking up at him. He smiled at her. "You sure you can handle it?" he said, lightly laughing. |
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Post by jordyn tevye on May 21, 2008 20:37:04 GMT -5
Jordyn hated it when people couldn't pick up on the things that she was talking about. She was obviously trying to be subtle for a reason. There were people around and she didn't want anyone to know about the type of stuff that she did though it was completely obvious that most of the were heavy on the drugs as well. "Well," she said, taking another drag and stepping close so they wouldn't be over heard. "Besides the smoking and the drinking, there was my little coke habit as well..." She didn't know if admitting that to him was really a good idea. She wasn't heavily addicted or anything, it was just a little thing she did.
"And I'm sure I can handle it..." She leant back against the wall again, finishing her cigarette and completely ready for whatever he would do. There was no reason for her to be here anymore. She was completely smashed, drowned in vodka, and high with X tonight, instead of coke. After having her smoke, she was done with this. It was time to move on to something else, but what was up to Alex. |
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Post by alex midnight on May 21, 2008 21:06:19 GMT -5
Alex could tell that Jordyn was getting a bit annoyed with him. He really didnt know what to do, it seems that she didnt really care anymore, she was drunk, and high. And Alex wasnt feeling to good coming off his high, and it was going away fast. She leaned into him, so no one could over hear what she was saying. "Besides the smoking and the drinking, there was my little coke habit as well..." He laughed at this. Same here babe... lets just say i am a bit addicted to that... but who cares. Its fun." he said, smiling. "And I'm sure I can handle it..." she said, leaning back against the wall. He really didnt know what was going to happen, he didnt know if he wanted to go with her, thinking once more about Aidan. |
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Post by jordyn tevye on May 21, 2008 21:14:45 GMT -5
Jordyn searched Alex's face for some kind of wanting but couldn't find anything. He seemed just kind of... blank. Completely blank actually. Like nothing she did could turn him on. Was he even in to girls in the first place? Maybe he chose dicks before chicks... but hey, what was all this flirting, smiling, about then? Maybe he was just weird.
As Jordyn wondered, she tossed her butt to the ground and stepped on it, putting it out thoroughly. When she blew out her last drag of the cigarette, she turned to face Alex. She would try one last time and then she'd abandon the idea of sleeping with him for good. Besides, she was starting to lose her enthusiasm too. She was going to come down in a little bit and knew that she wouldn't feel like fucking anytime after that.
"Hey... so the motel I'm staying at is just down the block. You want to come over," she pouted with a sexy little smile but then caught the pained look in his eyes. He wasn't feeling well, she could tell. The high was being brought down and she'd been there before. It was a horrible feeling but one that had to be bared. "Even just to crash?" |
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Post by alex midnight on May 22, 2008 16:45:32 GMT -5
Alex realized that Jordyn probably thought he liked guys, which he does, but he also likes girls too. Alex really didnt know what too do, he wanted to go with her, but didnt really want to have sex with her, because he didnt really know her, and he really didnt want to hurt Aidan. Yeah Alex had trust issues, but could he trust Jordyn? He wasnt looking for sex with someone and the morning after they werent together, he believed in relationships, and didnt like just one night things. "Hey... so the motel I'm staying at is just down the block. You want to come over," she asked him, pouting, smiling. "Even just to crash?" she said. He thought about, maybe he would go, just have fun. Get high with her? But he didnt exactly want sex. I guess i can come over...." he said, shyly. |
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Post by jordyn tevye on May 27, 2008 16:25:11 GMT -5
When Alex said that he would come over, Jordyn breathed a sigh of relief. She was worried that she had lost it, that she wasn't as pretty or as captivating as she thought. But now that he said he would come, she felt a whole lot better. That was a close call. Her attractiveness was really all she had to go on right now. That was, until she figured out what else there was out there for her.
She smiled at him and bit her plump bottom lip a little seductively while her eyes sparkled in the moonlight. "Alright, let's go," she said, as she began to lead him down the street and passed a few buildings until she got to that sleazy motel and then lead him to her room up one flight of stairs. She unlocked the door and pushed it open, letting him go in first and then closing the door.
"It isn't much, but its warm..." she said, as she flopped down on the bed and pulled off her chuncky high heels. |
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Post by alex midnight on May 27, 2008 18:24:05 GMT -5
As Alex told her that he would come over, she sighed - probably a sigh of relief. He really didnt know what was going to happen. Did he want anything to happen? He told Aidan he liked him already, and Aidan really obviusly didnt like him back. So maybe he would have fun tonight with her, but he still wasnt too sure.
She smiled at him, biting her lip, her eyes sparkling in the moonlight. "Alright, let's go," she said, as she began walking, leading him toward her home. As the got a few bulidings away from the bar. She led him to her room, which was on the second floor of a motel.
She led him in, letting him walk in before her, closing the door behind her. She sat on the bed, taking off her shoes. "It isn't much, but its warm..." she said. He sat down beside her, looking around. "Its better than what i have... i dont even have a home, i sleep over at a friends house and if i have no where to stay i just stay at a bar all night, or stay on the streets..." he said, chuckling and looking over to her. She really was rather pretty. |
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Post by jordyn tevye on May 27, 2008 18:38:54 GMT -5
Jordyn laughed. There was something so mysterious about him. He seemed very quiet, soft spoken about him. And she liked it. It was cute, sexy, but not overpowering, overbearing in any way. Just right. As she stretched out her long, thin, jean-clad legs out, she listened intently to what Alex was saying.
He had no home. A lot like her. In a way that was fun, free, and there was such a sense of liberty but the unstableness of it all was a little too much to bear sometimes. That's why it was always good to have a back up plan, like a motel room. It was at least some place to call home for a while. And even though it wasn't anything fancy, it was at least a place to stash her stuff.
"Well, you know," she said, shifting to sit closer to him. "You can always stay here." She knew what it was like to be out on the streets alone and without anywhere to go. When you're that hopeless, its nice to know that there's always somewhere else you can go if there's no other option.
She got on her knees next to him on the bed and as she moved closer, one of her hands wandered onto his knee as the other put itself on his cheek. "I really wouldn't mind," she said, as she closed the space between their faces and her lips closed in on his, kissing him deeply. |
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Post by alex midnight on May 28, 2008 18:46:19 GMT -5
Alex really didnt know what was going to happen if he went with Jordyn. And yet he still didnt know if he wanted to do anything with her. Was it really worth it? Yeah she was pretty, but she was still rather young.
As Alex told her that he really had no home, he wondered why he was even telling her this? Did she really need to know? Would she care? Probably not, either that or she will try and get him to stay with her. He knew these types of girls. He wasnt to fond of the either, but she seemed to be interesting, and Alex was starting to gain a little more interest than before, at the bar.
"Well, you know," she said, moving closer to him. "You can always stay here." Alex knew she wasnt going to say that, he just knew it. But Alex really couldnt trust her enough to stay with her, he could never trust anyone. It was never his fault though - that he couldnt trust anyone - it was because of his troubled past. That was what was to blame, but Alex wasnt going to the that get in his way now.
She then got on her knees, beside him on the bed. She moved closer to him, one hand resting on his knee, the other moving up to his cheek, lightly cupping it. "I really wouldn't mind," she said, closing the space between their faces, taking his lips within hers. It took him by surprise at first. But he deepened the kiss. |
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Post by jordyn tevye on May 28, 2008 19:00:28 GMT -5
Jordyn had almost forgotten what it felt like to randomly hook up. Of course, she did it often but she hadn't met someone new in a long while. This was going to be fun, she knew it. But she also wondered how far Alex would take her, or even how far she was willing to go. She knew she was going to crash soon, she just didn't know when. And she didn't really know what she was in the mood for tonight anyways. All she knew was that Alex was here with her and she could pretend like she mattered to him and vice versa. She never had someone who really cared about her, so when she had the opportunity to be intimate with someone she took it.
As Alex deepened the kiss, she smiled slightly parting his lips with hers and letting her tongue explore his mouth. He tasted really sweet, like cigarette smoke and something else, something chemical tasting. She liked it. Jordyn pulled back slightly and let out a small girlish giggle before kissing him again. She wrapped her arms around his neck and slowly eased herself onto her back, gently pulling Alex down with her. She closed her eyes and let herself get lost in his kisses, going to a different place than this enpty room. |
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Post by alex midnight on May 28, 2008 19:16:25 GMT -5
Alex hadnt decided what he was going to do yet. He knew that if he got too far, he couldnt stop. And he was beginning to feel weird, he has came completly off his high, and was in need of more to keep him calm. He was always high, and when he wasnt he was drunk. He didnt know what to do, didnt know if she would be okay with him doing any drug sort of thing in her room.
As Alex deepend the kiss, she slightly smiled, parting his lips with hers and letting her tongue explore his mouth. As she did this, he let his tounge dance with hers. She parted from him, letting out a giggle, and taking his lips within her own again.
She wrapped her arms around his neck, and began to lay down, pulling Alex on top of her. He already knew that this was leading him down a wrong path, he didnt know what to do. he didnt want to stop, but then again he did. He barely knew the girl. But he went along with it.
As he broke the kiss, he trailed kisses from her mouth, down to her neck, lightly nipping at it. "You sure you know what you are getting yourself into? Im not really the innocent guy you probably think i am..." he said to her, getting off of her, and laying beside her, looking into her eyes. |
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Post by jordyn tevye on May 28, 2008 19:34:31 GMT -5
Jordyn liked the fact that Alex was responsive. He kissed back nicely, rather than forcefully like Jordyn knew too well. Sometimes, guys got a little too frisky, a little too rough and then it got scary but the opposite happened too. They didn't do anything, just let the her do everything, taking no responsibility for what they were about to do. Alex wasn't like that either. He was sweet, perfect, and she liked him.
As his kisses trailed down her neck, Jordyn slid her cold hands up the back of his tshirt, feeling the warmth of his skin against her own, that was ever so cold and then he spoke and broke away from her. "Why is it that everyone seems to ask me that? I may only be seventeen but I've been out here before. I know what I'm doing and I don't care whether you're innocent or not..." She looked at him lying next to her and kissed him again.
But as soon as she felt her lips against his, she knew that he wasn't feeling this. She broke apart again and pushed herself off the bed, feeling annoyed. She hated when guys lead her on and backed out at the last second. "Fine. If you're not the guy I think you are, why don't you tell me, then?" she asked with a bit of her sting in her voice as she walked into the bathroom to fix her hair. |
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Post by alex midnight on May 28, 2008 19:57:02 GMT -5
   Tell me why I feel so alone ______________ Alex actually liked kissing Jordyn, they were sweet kisses. And he knew she liked them too, but whould she get mad that he didnt want to rush right in and do things with her right now? Alex wasnt really like that, he needed to know the person more, he needed to trust them.
As Alex began to kiss her neck, she slid her hands up the back of his shirt, her hands were cold, and the coldnest surprised him, actually making him lightly jump. "Why is it that everyone seems to ask me that? I may only be seventeen but I've been out here before. I know what I'm doing and I don't care whether you're innocent or not..." she said, looking over to him, she kissed him again.
As soon as the kiss started it ended, he didnt really know what was wrong. She broke the kiss, pushing herself off the bed. He could sence that she was annoyed with him, but why? He did nothing wrong. "Fine. If you're not the guy I think you are, why don't you tell me, then?" she said, he could tell she was annoyed by her tone of voice. She walked into the bathroom, and began to fix her hair.
Alex hated when people asked about his life. It was really nothing to tell, it was all shitty. His family, his drug additcon, was any of it worth telling? He didnt think so, he really wasnt all that special.
He looked up at her, as she stood in the bathroom messing with her hair. "There really is nothing to tell... my life has been shitty..... but if you really want me to tell you... i wil... so i wont be a mystery anymore. But than you have to tell me about yourself, me dear..." he said, looking to the floor.
"Well to be honest i grew up in England with my mom, cause my dad was literally never around, but not like it mattered, he would have treated me the same as my mother. But i was always ignored by my mom, the outcast who was always picked on - let alone i had no friends at school cause i always got made fun of because i was different..." he said, looking up to her again. "Well i am bisexual.... and when i told my mom she didnt want to really be around me at all, and she was never home after i told her, i was pretty sure that she was sleeping around with other guys, so then i was really alone, no i moved in with my grandma, and eventually left her because she died, so than i moved here to try and start a new life, but that didnt help cause i was already into drugs and i met Angel Danvers and got into them even more and now i am always either drunk or high - rarely ever sober... so yeah my life has been shit, and that pretty much left me to a horrible addiction, and trust issues......" he said, looking away once more. He sat up on the bed and got up, walking into the bathroom.
He stood behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist. "So tell me about your life sweets, how has life treated you?" he asked, kissing her shoulder. |
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Post by jordyn tevye on May 28, 2008 20:34:08 GMT -5
Jordyn listened to her story. It sounded a lot like hers. She got kicked out too. She liked knowing people that were like her, they could relate to eachother and sometimes, they could just talk about stuff, no matter what it was. When she heard he was bi, she was a little surprised but not that surprised. He seemed like that type, not that there was anything wrong with that. He was still a cutie, with those beautiful blue eyes of his. She felt his arms around her waist and looked up to see his reflection in the mirror as he gently kissed her shoulder.
She wanted to stay annoyed at him but he was being too sweet. She sighed, , still trying to be angry but not succeeding that much. Especially not as he kissed her shoulder. "Well," she said. "I lived in Chicago and got into drugs when I was about fourteen. Then I got really heavy into them. My parents put me in rehab, three times. And I left or got kicked out. So finally, when my parents found out I was using after the last time, they just kicked me out. So I came here and got a job at the bar to pay for this place."
Talking about her past wasn't really hard, especially if she didn't put in all the details of the hurt and pain. Just the bare minimum. Just the bones. Block everything else out and life was okay. |
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Post by alex midnight on May 28, 2008 20:59:42 GMT -5
Tell me why I feel so alone ______________ As Alex told his story and she listened, he began to ask himself if she would even care. Is it really even worth telling? But she asked for it, and she got what she wanted, and Alex wanted to hear what she would have to say to it, and what she would say as of hers.
As Alex snaked his arms around her waist, he saw her look up in the mirror, to the reflection of him behind her. It seemed that she was a little surprised with something that he had said, but he didnt bother to ask.
"Well," - - - "I lived in Chicago and got into drugs when I was about fourteen. Then I got really heavy into them. My parents put me in rehab, three times. And I left or got kicked out. So finally, when my parents found out I was using after the last time, they just kicked me out. So I came here and got a job at the bar to pay for this place." He could tell that she hasnt really given him the full story, and that she really didnt want too.
'Rehab? Sounds like fun, at least you actually had a little help..." he said, lightly laughing. He kissed her again on the shoulder. "Sorry that i made you mad out there.... its just that before in too deep with someone, i need to know more about them..." he whispered in her ear. |
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