Edwin 'Koko' Hawke

[koko]

cute is what we aim for

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everyone’s a let down it just deepens
on how far down they can go in every
circle of friends there’s a whore the one
who flirts and talks a little more but who’s
to say this is a social scene anyway

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my real name is melly, i swear.
and i’ve been living on planet earth for a total of 18 years.
you can reach me by pm, like with my other characters,
aidan cooper.

let’s just escape the fate

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the situations are irrelevant now she
loves the way that i tease i love the way
that she breathes i touched her ooh she
touched my aah it was the craziest thing
i love the girls who love to hate because
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full name: Edwin Kokushi Hawke
nicknames: Koku, Koko, Kushiiiii (with a little shriek at the end) Eddie, Eds
date of birth: October 12th
age: 20
sexuality: pansexual… just by default
band and position: the plastic flowers // rhythm guitar

height: He’s kind of on the tall side, reaching around 5 foot 10 is he doesn’t wear boots with heals or something, which he sometimes does. He’s comfortable with his height though.
weight: About 135 which means he’s thin but not exactly underweight. His body mass is more muscle then fat anyway.
hair color: Black with a could died blond streaks but mostly it’s black. Long too.
eye color: Brown, clear, light, bright brown. They’re often outlined in thick black eyeliner.
body type: He’s lean and quite thin and his features are almost feminine. Quite feminine actually. He could be a cross dresser if he wanted to and pull it off very nicely. He’s just got pretty skin, thin arms, a delicate face.
tattoos & piercings: He has two piercings, an eyebrow piercing and a tongue piercing. He’s quite proud of both of them. He has a star tattoo on his stomach/hip as well and kind of delights in showing it off.
played by: bill kaulitz

we’re all just gym class heroes
and i know it sounds so old but cupid got
me in a chokehold and i'm afraid i might
give in towels on the mat my white flag
is waving i mean she even cooks me pancakes
and alka seltzer when my tummy aches
if that ain't love then i don't know what love is

likes:
- smiles, his or anyone elses
- laughter
- kisses and hugs and any kind of affection
- stuffed animals
- fluffy stuffed animals
- anything rainbow colored
- cool parties, not the get shit faced kind, but the dancing and fun games and laughter kind… booze is okay if it’s like a side sort of thing
- cuddling
- guitar hero
- anything chocolate, milk, cookies, ice crema or just plain chocolate
- sugar
- coffee
- energy drinks
- goofing around and being silly
- music, his music, anyone’s music
- the band
- animals
- sleeping in late
- compliments
- dressing in weird ways for no reason at all
- jumping on hotel beds
- pasta
- playing with people’s hair
- care bears
- dancing
- really slippery surfaces
- snowball fights
- thunder storms
- dancing in the rain

dislikes:

strengths:

weaknesses:

fears:

personality:

• Hyper Active and Completely Random
  
  Koko (he loves it when people call him Koko) is a totally hyper active little kid. Think 2 gallons of coffee, a couple cans of monster, several cup cakes, multiply that by about a million and you’re approaching the hyperactivity that Koko experiences every day on a regular basis. He bounces off the wall all the time, runs around like crazy and just loves being just random and weird. And he is really random. He jumps form one idea to another faster then anything else. He can’t sit still for long at all.
  
  
• Goof Ball
  
  He loves playing pranks telling jokes, anything remotely funny. Some of the pranks and jokes aren’t even funny. Not like they’re mean. Koko doesn’t really have a mean bone in his body. But some of his jokes are pretty stupid even if he’ll crack up like crazy and most of his pranks are totally juvenile. Shaving cream on sleeping faces and that sort of thing. But sometimes he’ll get randomly and mildly dirty… like multicolored condom water balloon throwing.
  
  
• Optimistic Little Kid
  
  The kid is absolutely a look on the bright side kind of person. That’s just his nature. He had the mindset of a very young child who still believes in fairy tales and that everything will work out alright in the end. He’s immature, sometimes obnoxiously so. His parents never had much successes in making him mentally grow up, favoring watching him stay in childhood. Being the baby of the bad certainly helps things as well.
  
  
• Writer/Poet
  
  He writes a lot, poetry and short stories and song lyrics. It’s the only time where he actually seems his age or perhaps older then his age. It was his only mature outlet. When he’s writing he’ll get serious and though he won’t stay still (his feet will be tapping, his head will be bobbing… something) he’ll actually focus. He can do this for a long time, to the point where he doesn’t eat, sleep whatever. He can sit for hours and just write and write and write. It’s this freakish obsession he has. And the poems and stories and lyrics actually come out decent. They don’t sound the random shit out of a hyper active 5 year olds head, it’s quite impressive.
  
  
• Genuinely Happy
  
  He doesn’t just play act, Koko, he is genuinely happy. And why not. He has a pretty great family, loving parents, friends, a band, he’s on tour. He’s never been fucked over to badly and everything just sort of rolls of his shoulders. He really is as happy and cheerful as he seems. He just hardly ever sees the bad in anything, it’s all about the good.
  
  
• Sweet and Affectionate
  
  Koko is super affectionate, that’s just the way he is. Especially with his friends. He loves hand holding, little hugs, pecks on the cheek. He’s not above deeper kisses too, though generally no clothes come off. He loves cuddling and generally tries to stay in one of hid band mates bed at night to keep away the fear of being alone and the fear of the darkness. He complements everyone and smiles like crazy. He’s super sweet to everyone and anyone.
  
  
• Naive and Innocent
  
  Despite his general affection and love for contact, even semi-sexual contact, and his sometimes lewd jokes, he really is an innocent soul. He’s a virgin for no other reason that he just hasn’t wanted o have sex with anyone yet. He’s made out with someone in nothing but boxers before, but that was just it. He’s sort of oblivious to all sorts of rude and overtly sexual things and just thinks in a simple sort of way.
  
  
• Passive and Not Violent
  
  He’s a really calm and peaceful sort of spirit. He loves play wrestling and messing around with his friends and that sort of thing. He’s physical just not violent. He’s way too sweet and kind to be any sort of violent or mean. He’s just not like that.
  
  
• Musician
  
  He’s in a band after all so one would certainly hope that he would be musical in some respect. In addition to playing the guitar he plays the piano too and harmonica, accordion and clarinet. He’s spastic and he loves learning especially music and instruments. He fools around on the drums and sings too, though he wouldn’t do either one in a band, he’s not good enough. But he’s definitely a musical soul.
  
  
• Lover Boy
  
  Koko’s not really a sexual being but he certainly has the capacity to fall in love and he has. And he’s hand his heart broken. It never seems to hold him back though. He falls in love with guys, girls, cross dressers. He just doesn’t think about it in terms of sex or gender or some stupid superficial thing like that… it’s just love. And when he gets a crush, he’s super obvious about it, of course the obviousness can be lost in translation. Because sometimes it’ll be just like normal, like any other Koko moment of affection and sweetness. So sometimes people don’t notice when he’s crushing or in love.
  
  
• Loyal
  
  Koko’s a great friend and totally loyal to a fault. He’s do anything for his friends, anything at all. That’s just who he is. He’s trusting and though fighting is beyond him, he’s easily swayed by his friend and super protective. So he’ll stare anyone down for a friend, get angry if he needs to, and if nothing else offers itself, he’ll fight. He hates it though. But for his friends he’ll do anything.
  
  

the almost famous losers
i can't believe i didn't say this sooner i'll
just believe that i was all displaced i'll get
to speaking, let you know how i feel i'll
get to judging, make you see my appeal
no one will ever see things the way i do

father’s name, age, occupation: Christopher Hawke // 47 // Child Psychologist
mother’s name, age, occupation: Miakoda (Kazumi) Hawke // 45 // Child Psychologist
sibling(s) name(s), age(s): Finland Hiroshi Hawke // 17
hometown: New Jersey
pets: Two cats named Ichie and Nie (ee-chee and knee)

history:

• Family Life
  
  Koko (well Edwin) was born to a loving family, really he was. His parents were both study to be child psychologist (and since succeeded) so they had lots of ideas, most of witch they inflicted upon their first son. Well inflicted is the wrong word because none of it was bad. They were exceptional parents, letting him grow and develop into who he was and who he wanted to be. They encouraged him to play with dolls and trucks. They read to him quite a bit, exposed him to different sorts of music. They were nurturing, diverse and really it was a good home to grow up in. They were always there and they loved him dearly, no one could doubt that.
  
  
• Childhood and Brotherhood
  
  When Koko was 3 Hiro was born (they love calling each other by their middle names)and the boy quickly feel into the role of big brother. He had a great childhood in general and the addition of a breather was fantastic. They were close enough in age that everything Koko did form about age 6 or so onward, Hiro got to do and Koko wouldn’t have it any other way. He loved his brother, watched out for him. It was great. He loved having someone to play with constantly and goof around with. Hiro was always calmer and more reserved than Koko. They never had much drama, they were good kids.
  
  
• Music
  
  Music had always been a part of Koko’s life and growing up and meeting his friend who would later be part of the band, it just reinforced this idea. His parents always encouraged him. The band thing was just something easy they fell into, the group of them, and they started young and played gigs young and it was great. They were partiers and it was wonderful, like being famous almost. Well almost. But Koko totally loved the music, just for the music, not for the fame.
  
  
• Coming Out
  
  He never had a really big coming out moment. He feel into the dating thing easy and found himself attracted to guys as well. It was a simple matter of dating a guy and dealing with the questions and shrugging when people asked him if he was gay. Because he neither knew or care. But his parents and his friends weren’t surprised. This was the boy who liked playing dress up in girl’s clothes. So nothing was to surprising. Not that he was a cross dresser, he just had an imagination and a child like attitude and very little was taboo. He did what he felt like and loved it all.
  
  
• Teenagerdom
  
  He didn’t really go through an agsty teenager coming of age thing. Of course Koko was sort of stuck mentally at age 5. His brother grew up faster then he did and Koko coasted through his teenage life, sticking with the spin the bottle games and silly laughter and music. He was a teenager but he didn’t act much like it except for the jokes and kissing and stuff that were definitely not little kid-ish even if they were pulled off in a childish manner.
  
  
• Band & Life
  
  The band going on tour was incredible and he jumped at the chance. He wasn’t really a college boy anyway, though he finished high school as per his parents wishes. He was smart anyway, not super intelligent, but smart enough. Before the tour they were in the club scene in New York and stuff and Koko loved that. They were helped along by another band. But the tour, that was incredible.

did you know boys like girls?
i can’t deny your eyes you know i tried to
read between the lines i saw the warning
sign and then you threw me up against the
wall who said that it’s better to have loved
and lost i wish that i had never loved at all

other: totally did this already… is it okay if I skip it?
read the rules:
rp sample:

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[milo martin]

accepted!

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