this is not my life. {open}

[aidan cooper]

nothing.i.can.remember would you hate me less if I just took the punches and bled on the floor like a proper little emo boy?
nothing.i.can.remember I was protecting him I guess… i protect my friends
nothing.i.can.remember I didn’t want you to hurt him

[milo martin]

MystickSpiral: that's because your his lapdog.
MystickSpiral: if gray said jump youd say how high
MystickSpiral: if gray said kiss my ass youd say which cheek and with or without lipstick
MystickSpiral: though youd probably wear the lipstick anyway
MystickSpiral: i'd hate you less if you had stayed the fuck out of it.

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[aidan cooper]

nothing.i.can.remember well where am I without direction in my life…
nothing.i.can.remember I don’t have a lot of original thought anymore… it’s easier when someone else is supply it…
nothing.i.can.remember you calling me a girl? ‘cause I must tell you, I don’t have the right anatomical parts to be a girl…

[milo martin]

MystickSpiral: really?
MystickSpiral: could have fooled me
MystickSpiral: god you are so fucking pathetic.
MystickSpiral: "i have no original thought anymore blah blah blah i'm an emo bitch"
MystickSpiral: have you ever tried to end it all? i mean come on. seriously.

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[aidan cooper]

nothing.i.can.remember well I’m in a fucked up mood and talking to you isn’t making it better…
nothing.i.can.remember even if it is an interesting conversation…
nothing.i.can.remember …
nothing.i.can.remember seriously? Yeah… I fucked it up…
nothing.i.can.remember …shit
nothing.i.can.remember i shouldn’t have told you that… I don’t know why I told you that… hope you’re to hung over tomorrow to remember this conversation…
nothing.i.can.remember shit

[milo martin]

MystickSpiral: i wouldnt worry
MystickSpiral: i dont remember a lot of things
MystickSpiral: i called someone by the wrong name today
MystickSpiral: and i've fucked up my share of things too
MystickSpiral: shit i wish i could off myself right now.
MystickSpiral: got any good tips?
MystickSpiral: other than don't miss

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[aidan cooper]

nothing.i.can.remember well I hope you forget
nothing.i.can.remember by accident… were you fucking them? literally (duh)
nothing.i.can.remember cut deep enough and be sure to lock the bathroom door? That was my fuck up…
nothing.i.can.remember only tip I got

[milo martin]

MystickSpiral: i'm not fucking anyone right now
MystickSpiral: wish i was. would probably make things a lot better.
MystickSpiral: ive fucked a lot though. went from a lot to zero real quick
MystickSpiral: not awesome.
MystickSpiral: hm. i dont think i could handle cutting. i think i'd have to go with pills. pete wentz had the right idea.

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[aidan cooper]

nothing.i.can.remember I’d offer… but you hate me.. not that people don’t fuck their enemies… but…
nothing.i.can.remember well if you want you could fuck me
nothing.i.can.remember somehow I doubt you’d want me
nothing.i.can.remember mmm…
nothing.i.can.remember you could barf the pills up… better chance of fucking up
nothing.i.can.remember sometimes when you slice your wrists, even if someone finds you it’s too late…
nothing.i.can.remember if I could have such luck…

[milo martin]

MystickSpiral: i've endured far worse to cum
MystickSpiral: trust me
MystickSpiral: wait - you swing that way?
MystickSpiral: holy shit i was right - youre an honest to god emo fag.
MystickSpiral: holy shit
MystickSpiral: too perfect.

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[aidan cooper]

nothing.i.can.remember you sound genuinely shocked…
nothing.i.can.remember hmm… I wonder what that means…
nothing.i.can.remember yeah, I mostly swing that way… girl’s still have cooties… most of ‘em anyway…
nothing.i.can.remember they have stereotypes for a reason you know
nothing.i.can.remember but please elaborate of the ‘too perfect’ comment…
nothing.i.can.remember I’d love to see your face when you said/type that… I bet it’s priceless…

[milo martin]

MystickSpiral: fucking seriously. i'm laughing my ass off right now.
MystickSpiral: like, crying from laughing
MystickSpiral: too fucking perfect.
MystickSpiral: i dont think i've ever fucked a real emo fag before
MystickSpiral: i wonder if there's a patch or something like that for that achievement
MystickSpiral: you guys are like the loch ness monster - you always hear about them but you never see them in real life.

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[aidan cooper]

nothing.i.can.remember glad I’m a source of entertainment for you… gives meaning to my life, you know
nothing.i.can.remember well you’d have to fuck the emo fag before you get the little metal/badge thing…
nothing.i.can.remember just pointing that out
nothing.i.can.remember well I suppose that’s cool… being a loch ness monster…
nothing.i.can.remember I always wanted to be a mythical creature

[milo martin]

MystickSpiral: shit i'm game
MystickSpiral: i could use another notch in my belt
MystickSpiral: and shut the hell up. you're already a fucking mythical creature.
MystickSpiral: youre at least some kind of creature.

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[aidan cooper]

nothing.i.can.remember you being serious or are you just screwing with me?
nothing.i.can.remember I try to minimize the amount of times I get humiliated every day
nothing.i.can.remember this’d be terribly humiliating if you’re just screwing with me
nothing.i.can.remember but if you’re serious I’m game too…
nothing.i.can.remember do you not hate me as much milo?